Ever since she left me I feel nothing. I feel numb inside, I don’t remember what it is to be happy, or to smile. I can’t even feel sad. I prefer to deny it happened, and call her phone everyday. But all I get is the voicemail. “Hello, and welcome to the o2 voicemail messaging service, the person you have called is unable to take your call right now, please leave a message after the bee-”. Is it bad that I can quote that word for word? Why did this happen to me? We were so happy, so in love. We were perfect for eachother. I can’t go to her house because she won’t answer the door, or her brothers will send me away. What did I do to deserve this?

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Help me, I don’t know what to do anymore. I feel like giving up and swallowing all of my meds right now.

Is life really worth living without her?

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