oh – oh wow. i cant even begin to tell you how i share your pain and hope that through the misery of it all you find a way to cling to life, if not for yourself, for us out here who you inspire with your words and your deep emotions. you are a brilliant diamond in the night, shining light out of the inky black with your deep, deep words of pain and sorrow, reminding us that life is horrible and yet beautiful.

i will sit down tonight and compose a song in your honor, and maybe your memory.

We can wash down this engagement ring

With poison and kerosene

We’ll laugh as we die

And we’ll celebrate the end of things

With cheap champagne

Without, without a sound

And I wish you away