Going back and reading that aside again the funniest part isn’t the blatant cry for attention and acceptance, it’s the fact that he has such low self-esteem that he can’t even say that he’s “proven” something good, just that he’s done an ok job of kinda showing that maybe he’s not terrible in every way.

“Guys I don’t want to push my way into your inner circle but I just want you to know that I think that I’ve maybe kinda shown a little bit that maybe I’m not the worst ****ing person here. Like I know I suck but I’ve given a more than pathetic attempt to show that I’m not completely worthless. A mediocre attempt at mediocrity”