Everybody Hurts

“*sigh* why am i so unhappy?I miss Honara so much cry someone to hold at night and liesen to the Yeah Yeah Yeahs… But i guess that’ll never happen.Im not as happy as i thought i would be when i got with Billy.I mean i do Love her…i think well what is love?How can someone define LOVE!!!! I’ve seen so many differeny versions of it i can’t tell what is real and who is leading me on. I wish i could have that moment with Honara one last time.To hold her hand and wishing for the moment to last forever. But Ms. Law says that i’ll find that someonr.. yeah whatever if only if it was that easy.*sigh* why can’t i make things the way i want them to be?I know its impossible but it hurts…When you go into a daze thinking how happy you would be if you only had that someone to hold when lisening to the Yeah Yeah Yeahs sigh But then you come out of it and relize that life is not what uou want it to be… crys softly” — emo-green at diaryland