Actually, it’s 1sided and

Believe me… there ain’t no flickering-flame of love there. Unfortuantly,

duca: lol. you still dont get it, do you?

duca: ok, sure. for now, that’s what it is.

duca: you need to get to sleep.

So, unless you’re gonna show your true feelings,

anyway, like i was saying,

no, i don’t hate her.

a little sorry for her — and myself that we couldnt be better friends — but i dont hate her.

unfortunatly, she has a lot of contentiousness that she can’t separate herself from.

*nodz* I did apologize. And I say taht in all seriousness.

ladies can be hurt by simple things and hold a grudge for a long time

Lol. And there you ahve it.

yes, there is a grudge. yes, there is hate. yes, there is “buthurt”.

but it’s 1-directional.

hopefully, things will happen to change that. but, until that time…

lol. i’ve sent her plenty of TMs to just that effect.

Oh, she knows that I mean it.

but… on a certain level… subconscious even… she feels that if “we get along” again,

it’ll be like she lost a showdown of some sort.

she WANTS to fight and argue.

how in teh world do you compel somebody change behavior like that?

that’s because she doesn’t look at you and see exaggerated narcissism

with me she does. it’s abolustly incorrect, but that’s what all she ses.

that’s exactly the sorta thing that INVARIABLY makes her 100 times more defensive

You want proof?

Lol. That’s the tihing you see,

I already did that.

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I did a little bit of a tribute piece to a dance contest she was holding a while back.

In this case, the dancing koala-bear avatar.

I’m the resident-animator on Forumwarz.

we’re just too different.

Lol. Indeed… but consider this…

what if it were not me that you were speaking to right now,

what if she was hte one that stayed behind?

Do you think she’d have tried to provide a cool-headed account for why things are the way are while expressing genuine regret that what’s happned has happened,

or, do you think she’d have spewed as much venom and anger about me as she possibly could while my back was turned?

Answer me. Which is more likely?