I don’t think I’m cool, and I’m sure girls don’t. My father tried to enjoy me once a few weeks ago after my Mom died, and I didn’t fight him. He yelled at me to fight, but I didn’t care. My father is allowed to enjoy me if he wants. He bought me all my clothes, and he has given me all the food I’ve eaten over the years. If he wants my body, he can. I don’t mind. I wouldn’t mind getting my virginity taken by my father. My life is already horrible, why would that change anything?