If you are actually about to have a mental breakdown, stop playing games on the internet and seek professional help. If you are not actually about to have a mental breakdown, please be aware that “exaggerated self-peril as a means to solicit handouts on the internet” is not a particularly good way to get anything. I mean, if stuff like this actually worked, would you honestly want to be on the internet.

You have no dire burning need to play episode 2. If you can’t give CZ real money, you will just have to be patient.