life is pain

and yes i feel ur sorrow

but i live my life

lik deres no tomarrow

i make it thru the day

with my eyes opend wide

and with my head held high,

i tell my momma dnt cry

she doesnt seem in love

she doesnt seem happy

since i was 6 months old

i aint never had a daddy

my mom replaced him

for some man with a caddy

i hated respecting elders

but i learned the hard way

i remember that cold belt

when he striked mt back everyday

i felt the hard floor

against my face every nite

and when he got done

id just hold my teddy tight

teddy was always there

and never let me down

when mom and “dad” were arguing

teddy would say

“theyre just talking loud”

“HE” is not my dad

just a step-father

hold up wait a minute!

i know damn well

he never saw me as a daughter

i kno damn well he doesnt care

so why should i?

cause he told my mom

i was the twinkle of his eye?

life is pain.

but life got me

fuqqed up, confused, and twisted

i thought it was a dream

but i woke up and realized

it was all reality