Sobbing my eyes out.. i can’t only help but cry

just wondering why my little seed wasn’t born alive

Takes me back to the day… when i heard the news

mommy had you in her tummy, my baby was really you

We were happy at the time, you were on your way

we left our hearts opened, planned your first birthday

Planning a new home, new clothes, hell a brand new crib

but like a flower trying to bloom, why couldn’t you live

I didn’t get to see you born, didn’t see your first smile

Didn’t hear my son/daughter cry, not see ‘em for awhile

Never got to hold your hand… not even give you a kiss

i’d give my own life up… just to have a moment of it…

Why couldn’t you see today, why couldn’t i see your eyes

were they like your mommy’s or daddy’s.. can’t stop the cry

I’m put down for the long days… i’m not free as a bird…

but why couldn’t i at least get to hear my baby’s first word

I had the future planned out… ‘n original family dream

but with a great prize of happiness, it’s not all what it seems

The only memory of you that we have… is all in my head

my whole life blanked, once the doctor said you were dead

Don’t worry about your daddy.. these tears never seem to end

they say once a life’s taken, another one would seem to begin

I thank the person that gave up his/her life.. so we’d have you

but like the winter over days… there’s no warmth without you

Mommy is ok though… it’s just this life certainly is unfair with

you have your own flesh ‘n blood coming

but… it all comes to a hault.. why.. cause of ‘n unlikey miscarriage

Why couldn’t i hold you in my arms… my seed to give a hug to

i’ll still keep on crying but know that deep inside.. your daddy loves you