That picture is mediocre. If you really want to portray your feelings. Do what I do. Blood splatters with your razor. I used to cut myself and wrap a small thin towel around the cut, stain the rag and blotting on paper. Then people could really see my pain and my tears of life. I did this because I had to break up with my girlfriend. She cheated on me while I was away. I felt nothing for her afterward which allowed me to take care of her life, and tend to my own pains/