eponymous_ennui Posted:

except this thread does not hurt you by leaving you hollow and lonely, reminding you that you are friendless because nobody understands you and nobody even so much as ****ing tries. it does not make you weep into your pillow at night even as it aches, a dull pain like a stone in your chest. it does not tell you that life is meaningless, that you are worthless and a waste of ****ing space on this earth, and that the only reason why you are not killing yourself is because you’re afraid of what you’ll find on the other side.

this thread does not remind you why you want to kill yourself.

but now it does.

i envy you for having the power to write all this

i sat there, thinking… draeming how it would be if i just had the strengh to express all my feelings—- it was too much Log in to see images!