BLIND_GURL Posted:

ya, u rely need 2 stop drikning.

God, I know.

im breaking up with u until u can stop. i dunt want 2 get hurt again. Log in to see images!

That’s the thing, Blind_Gurl. That’s the thing. I’m not sure we had a relationship to begin with. If I can’t remember it, it’s not real to me. Maybe it was real to you. Was it just that one night?

The essence of a relationship is not words or labels. Don’t you see? A real relationship takes time to build trust and understanding. It’s not born overnight. Maybe we could have had the beginnings of one. Maybe. I don’t know—I was drunk.

And that’s why I need to stop drinking so badly.

ScreamOfConsciousness Posted:

@anansi:

your intentions are good but ultimately misguided

we cannot help but treat others as less than ourselves

its human nature…send me a tm and ill explain more

ScreamOfConsciousness, while I agree that altruism is often a veil for selfishness, I don’t think you can generalize it that much. I acted the way I did out of drunkenness and ignorance of others’ feelings. And that is no excuse.

Escher Posted:

watevr u need, i’ll b heer 2 help. Log in to see images!

And to think that after all I’ve put you through, you’re still there for me. You’re, you’re amazing. Now I feel even worse for what I did to you. Log in to see images!