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If that’s how I could make you happy Stevie Log in to see images! (view post)

Relationship Question

Just tell him! Never hesitate to tell people how you feel. If I did, you wouldn’t know how amazingly lovely I think you are. By the way, I think you are amazingly lovely.

woman's genitals is just the male way of expressing how much someone likes you. Like-likes you Log in to see images! (view post)

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Hello Adapt! How have you been? As awesome as you always are I hope Log in to see images! (view post)

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shadowlolz Posted:

you are still alive?? Log in to see images!

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So I am sad for like the first time in a long time (tl;dr for sure)

CrinkzPipe Posted:

I sung you a song.

Bad quality? Check.

Bad song? Check.

Horrible singing? Check.

http://www.mediafire.com/?gnnzt4m3qqj

I just listened to it, put a fat smile on my face Log in to see images! (view post)

So I am sad for like the first time in a long time (tl;dr for sure)

Well it does pay off! Even if I get nothing back from it, it feels good to be nice, and you all deserved it Log in to see images!

It’s just a bye for now, not a bye forever. Hopefully some of you awesome folk stay interested in FWZ for a few more months so I can come back to people that I vaguely remember! Log in to see images! (view post)

So I am sad for like the first time in a long time (tl;dr for sure)

shadowlolz Posted:

Im really gonna miss u.. this place is changing.. people come and leave Log in to see images!

I’m gonna miss you too. Remember that time when you said something I said something back? Even if you don’t, I do. Hope you are still around in a while, I would love to see you here in the future Log in to see images! (view post)

So I am sad for like the first time in a long time (tl;dr for sure)

Aww ilu guys all of you. I guess its really not that bad or anything and I’ll get over it.. Its just like the only part of the last 6 years of my life that is worth remembering is gone now. But life goes on, new experiences are ahead or something lame like that.

And Adapt, wow that was a pretty nice excerpt. Kinda off topic but every time I see Bender I kinda think of you having that avatar and for a while after the muppet thing I thought you were gone because I was used to it and it sucked but then I noticed your current avatar and how cool it was then I looked and the name and I realized you were here the whole time and it was all better

So I am sad for like the first time in a long time (tl;dr for sure)

I am leaving my old life behind forever at least 6 years on Monday. I will be leaving you all for at least 2 months, and that alone causes a lot of heartache.. That’s not what this is about though.

There’s been this girl in my life since the summer before freshman year. She was my best friend’s twin sister (they didn’t look alike though, that woulda been weird!) and at first we hated each other. Her brother and I used to toss pebbles at her when we would walk to school even, but I still hung out with her at lunch because I didn’t know anyone else and my friend got held back so he was still in middle school for another year. A couple years pbumed, and a few months into junior year we started to talk. We would lay out on her front lawn and talk for hours while staring at the clouds, and then the stars. Up till that point, I was a quiet kid that never talked about anything or let go of anything. I handled my problems the wrong way, and even though I always smiled it was always faked. Well she made me feel happy, and she got me to open up for the first time ever. I know I am exaggerating this a bit, but I really do not know if I would still be around if it wasn’t for her influence. A few months of that pbumed, and eventually I asked her out. I was 16, and it was my first time ever asking a girl out. I never had the balls before that. She said no, and man I was crushed. I didn’t give up though, we kept talking every night, wasting all our minutes talking on the phone when we couldn’t spend the evening together. One (awesome) day, we went to the movies with her brothers. We paid for the first movie, and sat next to each other. We watched it, and it sucked, but we held hands and I nearly had a heart attack. We went into another movie right after without paying for it.. Halfway through she kissed me on the cheek and I think I did have a heart attack. We left for lunch after, and came back to see another movie. A little bit into the movie, we started kissing. I never saw any of the movie after that. We snuck into another movie, and I honestly didn’t watch ANY of it. We were slobbering all over each other the whole time. I asked her out again a few days later, and she said yes! I was never so constantly happy as all those weeks of walking to school holding her hand. A few months pbum, and I start sneaking into her room at night. After a few weeks we start doing ‘dirty’ stuff. Man since then I started using her for her body. We lost our virginities to each other after a bit, and that just made things worse. It stopped being a relationship and just me doing things with her every possible chance. I should feel great and accomplished for getting so much game at every corner, but I felt terrible every time she was gone. But I never stopped. Eventually things ended, and I was so devastated that I couldn’t care about anything anymore. I snapped back to reality after a few months, but by then I had already wasted a year of my life right out of high school. Nothing went right, and I just didn’t care. But eventually, she was there. Not in the way I wanted, but always there. Even after a year and a half of using her and abusing her (I never hit her, but I can only imagine the emotional abuse that came from being such an bum to her) she still heard me out no matter what my problem was, and I would of course help her with every single problem she had. To sum up the last year, she has been my best friend, even though we would not talk to each other for months at a time. If she had a male reproductive organ boyfriend, I would talk her through in and let her know that she was better than that. I told myself my feelings were gone, but they weren’t. Every time I had a moment alone with her, I could feel everything coming back. I knew I wouldn’t ever have a chance at being with her again, but I always imagined. Yeah, I guess I sound pretty lame, but whatever. I’ve had other girlfriends, I’ve had sex with other girls. Some were way better in bed, but no one ever had as much of everything as she did. This is a lot longer than I thought it would be but let me wrap it up.

I have been spending time with her the last week. Just her and me, hanging out doing nothing. Going downtown, going to stores, going to the river, walking around, taking her out to lunch and dinner and stuff. And it has been the best time I’ve had in years. I spent my last day alone with her today. At the end of it, we came to my house. We were laying in my bed, not saying anything, just laying there as the sky grew darker outside. And I can admit, I cried. She did too, so that made it worse. I realized, for the first time, that no matter what we say, something is ending. We may still talk sometimes, but this is it. Her train home was about to come, so it had to end.. Way too soon for me, but what could I do. I grabbed one of my favorite sweaters for her and we headed out to the station.. We had to run so she wouldn’t miss it, but really I enjoyed that short trip to the train. I apologized for everything.. At the station, we said our goodbyes and I kissed her. Her train left, with her on it, and I walked home.. Longest walk ever, by far. Now I am home, thinking of my one regret in life. Wishing I had been better. I don’t care if we still broke up, I just hate myself for how I was, and hate myself for leaving. And that’s it.

K well that’s pretty long and ****ty and I wouldn’t even read it and I love reading everyone’s posts and **** but whatever. Consider this emo rp or something. I don’t expect any one to care and really if anyone does I would just be embarrbumed but at least taking shots makes it easier Log in to see images!

Also I love you guys and even though I will still be around for a few more days I gotta say that I hope you all are still here when I get back because life would be empty without you all Log in to see images!

Haha I just previewed this and I saw that I wrote stuff that I don’t even remember writing, guess I am just enjoying thinking of the past. Maybe this ****ty story will make some ‘emo kid’ feel like they have a chance or something because really.. kids, there will always be a girl for you out there that you don’t have to pay for