unloved and friend-

less, i

sit here

in dark-

ness lit

only by

the glow of

my monitor.

~

my personal god,

the only one

who could save me

refuses me,

rebuffs me

with his restraining orders

when all i want is

to be restrained

by him

~

i sought comfort

~

foolish, i know

~

i shall never know

comfort

friendship

solace

~

yet still i hoped

~

surely, i said

to a dark and emp-

ty room,

surely this blithe

soul

with the spaceghost icon

would deign to be my friend

~

alas

~

even as trent rejected me,

so did he

~

my only consola-

tion —

this bottle of pills

~

let the torment

of my loneli-

ness

end soon.

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