Why did you enjoy me???

From the beginning, I felt rushed.

You seemed to always want things your way.

I felt trapped from the start.

I felt threatened.

You wanted to have sex by the first month.

I said no.

I wanted to wait till marriage.

You at least forced me to have oral sex.

I hated the taste of great times.

It reminded me of being molested by my father.

I told you that I didn’t want to do that.

I also told you why I didn’t want it.

You didn’t care.

You wanted things your way anyway.

I felt trapped.

I felt threatened.

I knew that things weren’t well.

I felt I had no choice but to stay.

I felt like a little child again.

I felt like you were my father abusing me all over again.

I tried to tell you how I felt.

You said you cared and would change.

I believed you.

You continued to force me to do things.

I hated being pressured.

You knew that.

You pressured me anyway.

You told me I had to have sex.

why did you enjoy me?

I trusted you.

You knew how I felt.

You knew I didn’t want to have sex.

You violated me anyway.

Why do this??

You forced me to have sex.

Why over ten times???

Why in the bum?

Why tell me on my b-day what to do?

You said I had no choice.

I felt I had no way out.

You knew I wasn’t already a virgin.

You knew that my father raped me.

You knew what all he did to me.

Instead, you chose to hurt me anyway?

You said on my birthday that I had to have sex.

You said either the bum.

Or it was the woman's genitals.

I felt that I had no way out.

You didn’t care that it hurt.

All you cared about was your own self.

I wanted it done and over with.

You raped me in the bum many times.

You raped me in the woman's genitals many times too.

Why didn’t you care at all??

You didn’t care at all on how I felt.

You knew that I wanted to wait.

At the time, I felt that people like you was all I could get.

I felt so low that I thought I would never find better.

I now know better.

I have found better.

I still wonder why you decided to enjoy me so much.

I feel so violated!!

I trusted you.

You didn’t care.

You said you did.

I believed you.

I felt so low of myself.

It was all because of you.

You knew my past.

You knew what has been done to me.

You harmed me anyway.

You raped me in the bum.

You raped me in the woman's genitals.

You wanted me pregnant.

You wanted me to have your child.

I said no.

In may, you started raping me up the bum.

It hurt.

I told you to stop.

You didn’t listen to me.

You did that for a month almost every day.

It hurt for a long time.

I bled for days after the first time.

It hurt to use the bathroom.

In June, On my birthday you said, I had to have sex.

You said that It was my choice which way.

I felt like I had no other choice.

I didn’t want it to hurt so much.

I figured the woman's genitals wouldn’t hurt as bad.

I felt like I had no choice.

I wanted less pain.

I gave in.

I felt forced.

You wanted to use me as a toy.

You tried to get me pregnant many times.

You desperately wanted me to have your child.

I said no.

You forced it in me anyway.

It hurt and you didn’t care.

I felt I had no choice.

Like when I was younger,

I had no voice in this matter.

I felt threatened.

I felt like I was forced,

You abused me and riducled me all the time.

You are much like my father!

I hate you for it!!

Why did you do this to me?

You were supposed to care about me.

I trusted you.

You raped me up the bum several times.

You didn’t even care at all about me

My birthday, you raped me up the woman's genitals twice.

From then on it was whenever you pleased.

It was over fifteen times by the middle of July.

We broke up.

You started stalking me.

You wanted me back.

I said no.

You turned my best-friend against me.

You constantly called me.

You constantly came to my work.

You begged me to take you back.

I realized what you really were like.

You #####ed my best-friend to get back at me.

It didn’t phase me at all.

I couldn’t care less about you.

I will forever have you as low as my father.

You are so much like him.

You raped me many times.

You didn’t give a damn

For that, I now hate you!!

I hope you learn your lesson.

I hope you get punished for your doings to me.

It has been almost a year since the last enjoy.

I can’t believe I trusted you.

I wish I never had.

I wish I knew how you were from the start.

I badly hurt.

I hate you for what you did to me!!!

I will never trust you again!!

I will never let you be near me again!!!!!