Don’t worry so much… =\ I can relate to how you feel, being at a loss of motivation myself lately, but that’s no reason to go and die because of it. Life can be **** sometimes, but if you can take the **** with a pinch of salt, it tastes a lot better. Get a hobby or something, try something new, just for 10 minutes a day if you can manage.

I don’t know if what I’ve said is even remotely helpful to you, but I hope you feel better soon.