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Tch, most of you are ****es.
Those who offered help, thanks.
I got my anti-depressants today. Fluoxetine or whatever it’s called. They’re supposed to help.
I didn’t elaborate on WHY I did it, did I?
Essentially, I did it because I’ve got no motivation to do most things. Sure, I’ll wake up and get dressed, go to school, etc. But I’m not getting things I want done. I’m losing the joy I get from things I used to enjoy, including FW. Because of the no-motivation, I see myself not being able to hold onto a job and then eventually ending up homeless.
This also leads into my mentality of, “I’m a useless burden, I shouldn’t be wasting people’s stuff. Since I can’t get anywhere, I’m just hurting them.”
When I took the pills, I initially thought everyone would be better off in the long run. But when I got so many people’s replies (IRL replies), I realize I’d just be harming them.
TLDR; I’m still miserable, but I’m not going to try to do it again, because that’d hurt them.
PS: I chose tylenol because I didn’t want to leave a mess behind.
PPS: There were only 12 extra-strengths left in the bottle.
PPPS: My liver is AWWWWWWRIGHT, said the doctor.Patch The Darknut edited this message on 01/09/2009 5:57PM
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