Emma Example Posted:

He´s my english teacher!

All the other girls think he´s cute, but he´s a bastard. He´s always trying to talk to me alone and i keep runnig away from him.

He´s disgusting!

i hate him!

i hate myself for letting him treat me that way!

i wanna hide somewhere!

Want to be elsewhere!

i hate to be me

As much obsessing over him as you are doing, I think someone doth protest a bit much?