And where am I supposed to post? All the local suicide hotlines have my number blocked, and I’m not going to the local payphone to call them again.. spent an hour once out in the bloody cold while some idiot told me my life was worth living. I think *I* should know if my life is worth living.

I have just come here for some help, okay? I got enough going on that I don’t need some internet people harbuming me for speaking my mind.

Krotie, you are excused of course. You know, my life would be much better if you just loved me like I love you. Log in to see images!