Hi /b/.

I have strong paedophilic urges.

I fap to loli pretty often. Not like it’s the only thing I can get off to or anything, but I fap to it as often as I fap to regular hentai.

Also I’ve been known to fap to child model sites, or real child porn when I can get it (I don’t save it; too much of a woman's genitals). It does kinda make me feel like **** afterwards, but I still go back for more.

Last year I lived in a flat on the 2nd floor of this building that overlooked a school bus stop. Every day there’d be girls in school uniform, aged between like 6-16, hanging around there waiting for buses. Pretty often I would sit there at the window and jack off while watching them. There were some really ****ing gorgeous girls who used to get that bus.

I had this fantasy about one day going down there and picking up a couple of gullible little girls, bringing them back to my room, getting them drunk and stoned and then doing all kinds of stuff to them. I especially liked to think about these two sisters, about eight years old, blond, skinny as hell, really pretty faces. I would imagine them, coked up, both licking and sucking at my male reproductive organ and my balls while I stroked their hair.

Obviously none of my real life friends, or my girlfriend, know any of this stuff. Sometimes in conversations I will talk about how people who are attracted to children can’t really help themselves, and they need understanding not hate. But seeing as how I mix with pretty liberal people and I tend to say controversial **** in any case, I don’t think anybody has really thought twice about it.

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