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Aw man :(1337xxxxxxxxxlolololololololololxxxxxxxxx1337 Posted:
Come to think of it maybe I’ll just report you for posting personal information and get you banned. (view post) |
08/03/2009 |
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Aw man :(1337xxxxxxxxxlolololololololololxxxxxxxxx1337 Posted:
Oh God why’d you have to remind me??? Log in to see images! (view post) |
08/03/2009 |
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Aw man :(Log in to see images! (view post) |
08/03/2009 |
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FLOWINSWARZ RAP BATLE ULTIMAET SHOWDOWN FOR ALL VEGIEKINGDOM notallcapsthreadtitle this is actually serious contestWow so this never happened, huh? What a shame. (view post) |
08/03/2009 |
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Dr Death is a HORRIBLE mistake!I have a huge male reproductive organ. (view post) |
08/03/2009 |
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MY FAVORITE YOUTUBE VIDEOS(view post) |
08/03/2009 |
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MY FAVORITE YOUTUBE VIDEOS(view post) |
08/03/2009 |
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MY FAVORITE YOUTUBE VIDEOS(view post) |
08/03/2009 |
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MY FAVORITE YOUTUBE VIDEOS(view post) |
08/03/2009 |
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MY FAVORITE YOUTUBE VIDEOS(view post) |
08/03/2009 |
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SO, this is pretty much what it's all aboutWhat the **** you guys I open myself up to you so maybe you see why I do what I do around here, and all you can do is laugh at me? This is serious. I am serious. The internet is serious and I can’t be serious enough right now. I just want to be accepted… you wait- September 1st is fast approaching. You’ll all feel bad when my blood is on your hands. (view post) |
08/03/2009 |
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SO, this is pretty much what it's all aboutWell. Where do I begin? I guess I should start with a quick background. Basically I have been diagnosed OCD with Hallucinations, and Major Depressive while spending time in the US Army. 2 Years ago I spent the month of April in the psych ward, and lied to get out. Month of May I was a wreck. Then spent the month of June back in the psych ward. I have been put on 5 medications since. Ativan, Clonidine, Luvox, Trazodone, and Zeldox. I consume about 15 pills a day. And I hate taking the medication. Recently I stopped taking all the medication except the Zeldox, which is my antipsychotic. I am grateful that I am no longer suffering through hallucinations. But my depression has gotten worse, my cutting has gotten worse and I can barely sleep.
So I am at a point now, where I don’t want to continue living. Suicide has been a thought process of mine everyday for the last 7 years. For the past 7 years I have been numb, and faked emotion so others wouldn’t worry about me. I am tired of living a lie. Every day I wake up, and say to myself “Another day of hell”. I am numb to emotion, I feel nothing as the day progresses. I am tired of feeling this way. Suicide to me is a logical concept, and I will complete it on September 1st.
I have spoken with my Therapist and Psychiatrists and they know how I am. Yet they can only see me in September. Oh well. I don’t except anyone to care. I have noone that does care. My family doesn’t care. I hate interacting on a daily basis with them. I often joke that when I do kill myself they probably won’t notice for like a week or so… of course if it were my brother who killed himself, they’d probably die from grief.
Anyway I just wanted to get that out there. Not like I have anyone to tell this to that I trust. I don’t even know why I bother waiting until September 1st, what is the difference between tonight and then? I came close today, had the knife to my throat, but decided to cut my arm instead. Yay me! I look at my body and I look hideous, I say **** it. What is the point in living? Everyday is painful. (view post) |
08/03/2009 |
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dr deaths are invading idcWHy are all you people making fun of me?
Oh wait it must be because I’m the best poster on the entire internet, and I can rap too. The ladies love me- I’m hot, just like my brother who I look jut like Log in to see images! (view post) |
07/28/2009 |
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dr deaths are invading idcI’m pretty sure there’s only one of me. (view post) |
07/28/2009 |
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Dr Death is a HORRIBLE mistake!I heard there was a malicious code embedded in the image and ET found out about it and that’s why it was messing everything up. (view post) |
07/28/2009 |
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hi i'm celerysteve and i **** my pants whenever people bring up anything about my personal life because it's really ****ty and gets in the way of what i want people on the internet to see me asHey guys am I cool NOW? Wanna hear me rap some? (view post) |
07/28/2009 |
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Stuff just doesn't bother me you know.Holy **** Joey is that you? Are you posting **** out of my old journals on the internet again? What the **** man. I’m telling mom. (view post) |
07/28/2009 |
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Dr Death is a HORRIBLE mistake!So can I change my avatar back the way it was? Because like, I really kind of liked it and it was a nice gift from another player for me. (view post) |
07/28/2009 |
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Dr Death is a HORRIBLE mistake!I don’t appreciate you calling me a “horrible mistake”. It brings back bad memories of my childhood Log in to see images! (view post) |
07/28/2009 |
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So like, it's pretty lonely being meI’m not angry though. I wouldn’t bother with this if it wasn’t something I enjoy. (view post) |
07/28/2009 |
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