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Indiana Jonas Posted:
its hard to feel like any of it is worth it when people with far more privilege have to work half as hard to get twice as far. ive spent the past three years of my life studying mathematics because i want(ed) to be a professor but that dream feels further and further out of reach as i realize more and more how few professors there are that come from the background i come from. i can talk to you for hours about abstract algebra and topology and algebraic topology and all this **** and for what? i had a promising career as a writer, i was getting publications like nobody’s business, but then i focused on math and that ended up taking all of my creative energy — people don’t realize that math is a very creative field. it’s essentially just poetics with rigor — and it feels pointless. it all feels ****ign pointless. im poor and sad and i cant afford the therapy i desperately need. jiggaloon edited this message on 07/07/2019 5:47AM |
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