I’ve been gone awhile and even though none of you left a message for me I decided to return.

Of course my stupid little brother changed my signature because he’s stupid. STUPID STUPID STUPID! Stupid troll. He must be gay watching that wrestling. I’d change it if I could figure out h- I mean when I find something appropriate to put there.

I was taking a spiritual retreat in the mountains. Well… ok… it wasn’t in the mountains. I couldn’t afford the busfare because my mom was all “baby we need the money for food!” Always the material things with her. So bourgeois.

So I was with my friends at their place and it was really a chance to find my center of beingness. The first week was really great. None of those ****es at the Starbucks or those greasy fatties at the Burger King laughing at me because I had to work like the rest of the Bush-voting sheeple. I could finally find some peace of mind.

But then they actually wanted me to PAY RENT! Rent is so, like, so the MAN keeping you down. Didn’t they understand what those Rage against the Machine mp3’s were all about? It’s so sad.

So I tried collecting cans and like, recycling for the earth but the **** at the recycling center was all “oh that bottle is only 2 cents”. I’m saving the EARTH lady so I should get paid for it! And then my so-called friends were all “no money, no weed”. Well after THAT I couldn’t stay there. I’m just so disappointed in everything right now. It’s back to cutting myself.

stupid people.