Kerridwen_Kali Posted:

i’m really scared and shaky right now.

i’ve been having nightmares for the past four days. i can’t always remember what they’re about, but i wake up sweating and shaking and gasping for breath. the last one i had, i dreamed i was at summer camp and i got into the shower and gilbert gottfried was there, naked. he smiled at me, and i screamed and woke up. it was awful.

at first i thought it was the risperdal causing the nightmares — especially that one where my parents sold me to the Cherokees to be a croupier at a casino — so i stopped taking it, but the nightmares continued.

i think … i think it’s trent trying to communicate with me. i think he’s angry with me for ever believing all those lies about him. how can i let him know how sorry i am?

I took Ambien once and had all these crazy lucid dreams. You could try that, then when you start dreaming you just focus and you can control the dream and maybe you can find Trent in the dreamworld.