i’m really scared and shaky right now.

i’ve been having nightmares for the past four days. i can’t always remember what they’re about, but i wake up sweating and shaking and gasping for breath. the last one i had, i dreamed i was at summer camp and i got into the shower and gilbert gottfried was there, naked. he smiled at me, and i screamed and woke up. it was awful.

at first i thought it was the risperdal causing the nightmares — especially that one where my parents sold me to the Cherokees to be a croupier at a casino — so i stopped taking it, but the nightmares continued.

i think … i think it’s trent trying to communicate with me. i think he’s angry with me for ever believing all those lies about him. how can i let him know how sorry i am?

Kerridwen_Kali Posted:

i’m really scared and shaky right now.

i’ve been having nightmares for the past four days. i can’t always remember what they’re about, but i waking up sweating and shaking and gasping for breath. the last one i had, i dreamed i was at summer camp and i got into the shower and gilbert gottfried was there, naked. he smiled at me, and i screamed and woke up. it was awful.

at first i thought it was the risperdal causing the nightmares — especially that one where my parents sold me to the Cherokees to be a croupier at a casino — so i stopped taking it, but the nightmares continued.

i think … i think it’s trent trying to communicate with me. i think he’s angry with me for ever believing all those lies about him. how can i let him know how sorry i am?

omg omg omg taht’s sooooooo scary!!!!! Log in to see images!

PENGUCHAN Posted:

sometims i have dreams about anime and aftr i saw the matrix (rly greate show makes u think!!!) i wonder: am i relly in a anime n just dreaming of the real world? ;O___O this actualy makes a lot of sense if u think about it (animes can be more jst as rl as reality and how do u know what u see is rl? actully thnking about writing a manga fanfiction abut it 4 clbum 2morrow. ;^____^

so maybe your dream is real u better run next time!!!! Log in to see images!

you’re crazy. i’m sorry. i know that’s harsh. but anime is not real.

one day, when trent and i are married and living in the rockies, i hope i can find you and make sure you get the help you need.

Kerridwen_Kali Posted:

you’re crazy. i’m sorry. i know that’s harsh. but anime is not real.

i repct ur opinion but i rly hope my theores and ideas r tru. do u remembr when ppl thought the earth was flat wel maybe ppl will find out that ther r multiple deminsions and 1 of these deminsions is for each anime. ^___^ it sound crazy i know but so did computrs back in the 1950s so dont be so skeptical! ;^___^

i havnt told ne1 this (but ok i will tel you guys) i am in love with SPACE CAPTAIN MARIN from SPACE CAPTAINS GUNSLINGER and rly pln to marry her someday ;^___^

Kerridwen_Kali Posted:

one day, when trent and i are married and living in the rockies, i hope i can find you and make sure you get the help you need.

thanks my doctr used 2 try to hlp me but i think he drinks a lot now. ._______.

I had a friend that had a similar problem and he was able to solve it by not sleeping. He did lots of crystal meth, although he was just snorting it and not smoking it. I think he eventually started slamming it, but just so he wouldn’t fall asleep.

Of course, eventually he’d start hallucinating after not sleeping for a month, but at that point he’d stop tweaking and sleep for five days until the nightmares woke him up. Then he’d start tweaking again.

I’m not sure he was slamming because I lot track of him when I went into rehab and he was still just putting it into his nose at that point. But IV use is the logical progression. Still, it was fun to hang out with him when he’d start to have dreams while wide awake. He’d start to mumble like Hunter S. Thompson and go off about how the midgets and dwarves where out to get him (he was deathly afraid of midgets and dwarves). We’d discuss people we’d know and whether or not they were secretly midgets or dwarves and therefore out to get him. Bat Country indeed.

I don’t know if this will work for you, but it’s worth a shot. Remember, you won’t have these nightmares if you don’t fall asleep. And being a tweaker will probably me an improvement over being an emo. Not much of one, but still . . . .

Marcos El Malo Posted:

Do you think Gilbert Gottfried is her spirit guide? That’s actually pretty plausible.

Yes, but only because my spirit guide, bruce springsteen told me so. And… he IS the boss.

Kerridwen_Kali, you should totally trade me guides.

NickDanger Posted:

Jesus Titty-****ing Christ! String theory and superstring theory is a HOAX!!! There is no scientific evidence to back it up. You might as well believe in fairies and ghosts. (Though knowing you douchebags, you probably already do.)

i believe in the mystical number of E8

NickDanger Posted:

Jesus Titty-****ing Christ! String theory and superstring theory is a HOAX!!! There is no scientific evidence to back it up. You might as well believe in fairies and ghosts. (Though knowing you douchebags, you probably already do.)

It’s more often referred to M Theory which just shows how little you know about it and science in general.

Odalisque Posted:

E6 is better.

You and BoP sunk my battleship. Log in to see images!

nanafabulous personjesus Posted:

It’s more often referred to M Theory which just shows how little you know about it and science in general.

Spoken like a true string theory apologist. Log in to see images!