So I finished an 18 track album a few months ago, copyrighted the original content and am now awaiting to get money together to pay for the cover track that I did but now it just doesn’t seem worth it anymore and I’ve decided to scrap the whole thing and start work on a new project. I guess this is what happens when you sit on something for a while.

I just felt like posting this to see if anyone else out there had something similar happen to them. To work on something for a long time, then, after it’s finished, being forced to wait longer before it can actually bear fruition but it just dies off.

The album was called “Joshua Trenton” which was just a self titled album to go with my stage name and character which I’m also thinking is a bad idea now. Originally Joshua Trenton was a murderer but not of his free will, he was a puppet of something bigger and he didn’t know what. After one too many murders, the souls of all those he killed came after him but they were all innocent souls so they weren’t exactly vengeful, they possessed him and the evil on this inside began to show in his physical appearance, causing his face and much of his torso and right arm to display demonic scars over top of scorched red skin. For this reason, he always covers his face with a hoodie. The music had nothing to do with this concept, it was a seperate entity, it just made things more interesting.

Now I think this concept was just a bad idea and I need to move on from the concept, the album, pretty much the whole thing entirely. The music is kind of reflecting on the situation that I’m in now, only since I’ve finished it, things have gotten worse so now I don’t even feel it’s very representative of what I’m even feeling anymore.

Wow… sorry for being Captain Verbage…

VVVVVVVVVVVV Now that this is out of the way.

Nah. Not very odd. There’s a psychological thingamajig that does that. I once collected these little toy pieces from a promotion. I was about 4 or 5 away from completing it, but I didn’t want to anymore. Perhaps the idea was that I wouldn’t have anything else to do afterwards or I just didn’t care anymore.